Vulnerability and Presence

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Sick Girl Club
So the photo above represents the past few (crappy) weeks of my life. 

About two weeks ago, endometriosis handed me a horrible bout of menstrual cramps, which have been weird to adjust to. Up until my surgery in November, I had been on continuous birth control for about two or three years and hadn't had a scheduled period during that time. Now, with my IUD, I get one every month - at least for a little while.

When I knew I'd once again be joining this world I thought I'd left behind, I was like, "PFFT. I'm a seasoned veteran of painful uteri. I've got this."

Anyway, no. I didn't "got" this. It still hurts, no matter how long you've gone without feeling it.

After I recovered from that week of laying around and being useless, I was hit with a double whammy. I caught a miserable cold that decided to linger as long as possible, and at the same time, my dog, Juno got really, really sick.

Juno suddenly stopped eating and spent her usually energetic mornings laying on the couch or curled up in a ball. It got to a point where I started to seriously worry, so I called our vet. This is how all of my phone calls to our poor vet go:

"Hiiii, umm, this is Juno's mom. Uhhh she's doing this thing, and I'm not sure if she's sick, but she really seems sick, and I don't know, am I crazy? Should I bring her in? Is this worth spending a ton of money on? Fix my broken dog, pleeeease."

Some things never change.



Long story short, it was a good thing I brought her in because she probably would have died had I not. After a few days of tests and fluids and me trying not to lose my shit over my fur-baby, our very smart and very astute vets diagnosed her with Addison's disease. This means her adrenal gland isn't producing the hormones that it should, leading her to lose energy and her appetite. 

Thankfully, it's treatable, and as long as we manage it, Juno will lead a full, happy, healthy life. In fact, she seems back to her normal self right now.

But oh my god, I almost cried in that vet office like three times. Thank God our vets are wonderful people who love my dog because I probably would have lost my mind.

So. All of this is to say it's been a tough and sick few weeks. My husband, Andrew managed to stay healthy and calm throughout it all, so whatever, screw him!

After I took a long weekend to regroup from all of this, I received an email in my inbox Monday morning:

"Congratulations! Your proposal has been accepted to the social justice symposium!"

....
......

.........I did what? 

It came from one of the universities in the area, and this symposium sounded vaguely familiar. I stared at this email with my head tilted for a solid two minutes before I realized what the hell it was.

"OOOH YEAH. I remember applying to this now!"

Some people have a fun night out, send regrettable text messages and wake up the next morning with no memory of doing so. Tracy, on the other hand, sends presentation proposals to local universities and totally forgets she ever did such a thing.

Once it all came flooding back to me, I remembered my presentation topic: the difficulty many women face in getting medical professionals to take their pain and other serious symptoms seriously.

You know, the story of my life.

1D wasn't that bad, don't @ me.
In scrambling to prepare a presentation that makes me look like I know what I'm talking about, I've been thinking about how vulnerable I should be in this and in my stories about endometriosis in general. Obviously, I'm always honest about what I'm up against. But complete vulnerability has been harder.

In an era when everyone has a voice and a platform, sometimes in multiple places, it's sometimes hard to walk the line between "helpful vulnerability" and "that was way too much information, you need to dial that shit down."

For example, I have vulvodynia as a byproduct of my endo, which makes exams and sex and everything else related to that extremely painful. But I just don't like talking about it. That's just unquestionably private for me, even though I welcome and celebrate other people who want to talk about these things. And it kind of sucks, because I think more people do need to talk about it! Just... not me, I guess.

Another thing I don't spend a ton of time talking about is my relationship with my body. Well, I have before, I suppose, but I don't like to post photos of my scars or bloated stomach or any of the other nitty-gritty details of living with endometriosis. (Side note: Chrome asked if I meant "titty-gritty" instead of "nitty-gritty." Yes, Chrome, that is what I meant, thanks.)

I guess my reasoning for that is, why would I? Scars are scars, and everyone has at least one of them. I have a ton on my abdomen from surgery, face from acne and places that met asphalt from that time I fell of my bike.

I'm not ashamed of them. In fact, when a dermatologist once offered to buff out the scars on the bridge of my nose from the chicken pox I had as a kid, I yelped. "No! I like them!"

So, I don't know. Is there a benefit in sharing those details? Are those things that I feel the world needs to know to understand endometriosis?


With this presentation, I face the challenge of not only explaining my illness and this frustrating trend in women's health. But I also have to tell them why they should give a shit.

When you're consumed by a cause, that's sometimes hard to do. It seems so obvious. "Women are in pain, and no one is listening to them! Why doesn't this seem like an urgent problem that needs your attention and involvement?!" But it's, unfortunately, not always so obvious to an outsider.

How much vulnerability and emotional labor does it require of me to make someone believe? Not necessarily with this presentation I just remembered I signed up for. I mean in the grand scheme of my advocacy.

Lately, I've been pretty consumed by the state of affairs in our world. I attended my city's local women's march last month. My grandparents were Ukrainian refugees, so I'm involved in those issues, too. And when another issue I care about pops up literally every single day, I feel like I'm spinning a bunch of plates that are rotating at supersonic speeds and oh my gosh, what was life like before this?!

My news and politics obsession became so overwhelming recently that I had to have a chat with myself and take advice that I've been trying to take my entire life: Choose your battles. Allow separation. Allow breathing room.

My thinly veiled guilt complex makes me feel as though every task, every fight is mine to shoulder. But I'm trying to remind myself, "Tracy, no one is on pins and needles, waiting for you to say something."

Yes, it's incredibly important - it's vital - to be part of causes you care about. But you aren't required to wear yourself thin to do so. And the entire cause isn't going to go to shambles, simply because you didn't cram absolutely everything you wanted to or felt like you should in that blog post you wrote or presentation you gave.

Anyway, this meandering blog post is more for myself than anyone, I guess. But in a time when so many people I know are fatigued, I hope someone will get something out of this, too.

I celebrate vulnerability and welcome it. I think this breaks down stigma and helps people get the support they need.

But as I've heard so often lately, "You cannot pour from an empty cup." And I'm trying to let that be true for myself.

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  11. Grateful to DR UDI for all his help for my life, my partner was having Herpes Simplex Virus, and we were planing on getting married, when we decided to get ourselves tested first and we found out that my Girlfriend was HSV 2 Positive, my Girlfriend was so unhappy, because this was a barrier for us to get married, so i went out to search out a remedy for my partner, and it was so surprising how DR UDI has been a blessing and healing to the masses, after reading about his work on a blog i immediately emailed him: [Drudiherbalhome@gmail .com] and he wrote back to me that my Girlfriend will be OK and that we will get married the same year also, i couldn't believe it, after doing all that is needed to be done, i was surprise that after 2 weeks of using his medicine my Girlfriend went to the doc and was diagnose negative. For more info contact his email (drudiherbalhome@gmail .com) or call or what-app him via +2348051243538 and you will get your illness cure.

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  12. Am now a living soul. I never thought that I will live on earth before the year runs out. I have been suffering from a deadly disease (HPV) for the past 5 years now; I had spent a lot of money going from one place to another looking for way to get rid of this disease, the hospital have been my home everyday residence. Constant checks up have been my hobby not until this faithful day, I was searching through the internet, I saw a testimony on how Dr .Afrid helped someone in curing his HIV disease, quickly I copied his email just to give him a test I spoke to him, he asked me to do some certain things which I did, he told me that he is going to provide the herbal cure to me, which he did, then he asked me to go for medical checkup after some days after using the herbal cure, I was free from the deadly disease, he only asked me to post the testimony through the whole world, faithfully am doing it now, please brothers and sisters, he is great, I owe him in return. if you are having a similar problem just email him on drafridherbalhome@gmail.com or whatsapp him with
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  13. suffering from HIV disease for over 4 years, i was hopeless until one of my friend directed me to a man called Dr Udi, she said he cures the sickness and also said he has also helped her friend, i never believed her but after alot of talk, i decided to give him a try, just few days ago i contacted him and he told me what to do which i did and he gave me a herbal cure which i took and then he told me to go for a test which i also did and when the result came out i was surprised to see that i am negative. I am proud to tell you the i am the most happiest person on earth I Give thanks to Dr Udi.. If you are having any problem and you need help, You can contact him with his email drudiherbalhome@gmail.com or Whatapp: +2348051243538.

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  14. suffering from HIV disease for over 4 years, i was hopeless until one of my friend directed me to a man called Dr Udi, she said he cures the sickness and also said he has also helped her friend, i never believed her but after alot of talk, i decided to give him a try, just few days ago i contacted him and he told me what to do which i did and he gave me a herbal cure which i took and then he told me to go for a test which i also did and when the result came out i was surprised to see that i am negative. I am proud to tell you the i am the most happiest person on earth I Give thanks to Dr Udi.. If you are having any problem and you need help, You can contact him with his email drudiherbalhome@gmail.com or Whatapp: +2348051243538.

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  16. I am Chirag, from Orlando u s a, my wife was diagnosed with fibroid for 6 years, she lived in pain with the knowledge that she wasn't going to ever be well again without surgery, i contacted so many doctors on this issue,and she have use so many western drugs prescribe by various doctors and all was no avail, because she was determined to get her life back, one day i was researching information about fibroid on internet and i saw a post about Mrs Kate thanking Dr Williams who cure different manners of diseases, including fibroid, I contacted him via email and made purchase of the fibroid herb, i received the herb through DHL within 3 days, when i received the herb my wife applied it as prescribed and she was totally cured of fibroid within 4 weeks of usages,and on thin now she have never experience any symptoms of fibroid again,few days later she went back to see her doctor and he confirmed she was completely cured from fibroid, am so happy now, You do not have to suffer more just contact him for his medicine on drwilliams098675@gmail.com he will definitely put an end to that fibroid problem of yours.

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  17. I'm so exited to share my testimonies about the Good Work of Dr. Imafidon who cured my HIV/AIDS with his herbs, I never thought that I will live on earth before the year runs out. I have been suffering from a deadly disease (HIV) for the past (2)years now; I had spent a lot of money going from one Hospital to another looking for way to get rid of this disease, the hospital have been my home everyday residence. Constant checks up have been my hobby not until this faithful day, I was searching
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  18. Hello, everyone! I,m here to explore blogs and forum about the wonderful and most safe cure for (Herpes Virus).
    I was positive to the deadly virus called herpes and i lost hope because i was out casted and rejected even by my closet friends.
    i searched on-line to know and enquirer about cure for Herpes and i read someone testimony on how he was cured from Herpes so i decided to contact the same herbalist because i know that nature has the power to heal everything.
    i contacted him to know how he can help me and he told me never to worry that he will heal me with the natural herbs from God!
    after 2 days of contacting him, he told me that the cure has been ready and he sent it to me via DHL and it got to me after 3 days!
    i used the med as he instructed me (MORNING and EVENING) and i was cured!
    its really like a dream but i am so happy!
    thats the reason i decided to also add more comment of Him so that more can be saved just like me!
    and if you need his help, you can email him on nativehealthclinic@gmail.com or whatsapp +2348140073965
    I,m neme amber and you can get intouch with me via nemeamber@gmail.com..

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  19. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS

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  21. I am John Danilla from UK( northern ireland), i want to share a
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    should go for a test, so i really did as he had said, so my greatest
    surprised when i went to the hospital to go for an HIV test, the Medical
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  22. I am John Danilla from UK( northern ireland), i want to share a
    testimony on how a powerful spell caster cured my HIV disease, i was
    diagnosed of this disease, in the year 2009, last week i saw a testimony on
    Dr.Akioya on how he cured an HIV patient, so i contacted him through phone
    and he asked me to email him, which idid, so he told me that all my
    problems is over and then he decided to do an healing spell spell for me so
    after he finished it, he told me to wait for just 24 hours and then i
    should go for a test, so i really did as he had said, so my greatest
    surprised when i went to the hospital to go for an HIV test, the Medical
    doctor diagnosed that, i am now HIV negetative at first i was amazed and
    now i have come to realise that this spell caster Dr. Akioya is a very
    powerful one and a real spell caster. So viewers of this should please join
    me in my celebration for i am the happiest man on earth today and if you
    want to contact him, you can do this via his email
    (drakioya17spellhome@gmail.com or call him or whatsapp him
    +2348105257464. or you can visit is website;
    http://drakioyaherbalcenter.home.blog
    https://drakioyaherbalhome.blogspot.com/

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  23. I am John Danilla from UK( northern ireland), i want to share a
    testimony on how a powerful spell caster cured my HIV disease, i was
    diagnosed of this disease, in the year 2009, last week i saw a testimony on
    Dr.Akioya on how he cured an HIV patient, so i contacted him through phone
    and he asked me to email him, which idid, so he told me that all my
    problems is over and then he decided to do an healing spell spell for me so
    after he finished it, he told me to wait for just 24 hours and then i
    should go for a test, so i really did as he had said, so my greatest
    surprised when i went to the hospital to go for an HIV test, the Medical
    doctor diagnosed that, i am now HIV negetative at first i was amazed and
    now i have come to realise that this spell caster Dr. Akioya is a very
    powerful one and a real spell caster. So viewers of this should please join
    me in my celebration for i am the happiest man on earth today and if you
    want to contact him, you can do this via his email
    (drakioya17spellhome@gmail.com or call him or whatsapp him
    +2348105257464. or you can visit is website;
    http://drakioyaherbalcenter.home.blog
    https://drakioyaherbalhome.blogspot.com/

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